This weekend we took a quick trip to visit Randy’s mama, Louise, as she recovers from hip surgery in a small town in western South Carolina. After spending the day with her, we hugged family goodbye, knowing someone was there with her as she fell asleep for the night. We enjoyed dinner with some family and headed to mama’s house to sleep. We fell asleep in freshly changed sheets, comfortable yet painfully aware that her battle is not over, and grateful that so many provide so much for her each day.
This morning, Randy walked through and around mama’s home. The place he grew up. A simple two bedroom-plus-den brick ranch home, still with its original bathrooms, kitchen cabinets and linoleum floor. The house is immaculate. The kitchen pantry efficiently shares its tiny space with the hot water heater. It is kept perfectly clean, stocked with all the usual basic needs, including the ever-present box of individually-wrapped raisin cream pies that countless grandchildren and now great-grandchildren scurry for when they visit. Which, by the way, is often. The refrigerator is neatly lined with their pictures and cards, one for “The Greatest Great-Grandmother in the World” hand-scribed in crayon. Out back, the chairs are neatly tucked ’round the patio table. Flowers bloom, those long-nurtured cuttings of red-hot pokers from his grandfather’s yard,
transplanted here fifty years ago, accented by recent additions of assorted flowers in neatly lined pots along the driveway. The lawn is recently mowed, weeds at a minimum. Trees are groomed beautifully. A simple home, a precious place rich in memories, obviously well tended.
There is no way mama has been able to keep up any of this.
Gradually declining for years now, mama needs twenty-four hour care, seven days a week. She has for years. Randy’s daddy, Jean, passed seven years ago. For years before that, they both needed regular assistance. He bought this home for Louise in the late 1950’s and promised her she’d always be there, she’d always have this home. His promise carried through to his end, and now is carried on by their children and grandchildren with great dedication.
Someone takes the time to regularly clean, shop, organize. Someone pays the bills. Someone writes notes about items that need repair and leaves them in appropriate places. Someone pays attention to write dates on open containers in the refrigerator so leftovers can be used or discarded appropriately. Someone keeps mama’s medication list up to date and checks off each day and time as they are given. Someone starts her car regularly and keeps it maintained (she thinks it is Jean, she ‘sees’ him around regularly). Someone mows the lawn, weeds and trims. Someone takes the time to plant new flowers, water them and keep fresh cuttings on the kitchen table. Someone keeps the laundry, makes the beds, tends the grandfather clock that mama loves. Someone brightens her days when they bring her great-grandchildren to visit. Someone cleans up when they scatter puzzle pieces around the living room floor. Someone takes the time to get pictures of them printed, writes their names on the pictures and posts them around the house where she can admire them and stay familiar with them. Someone reminds mama every two minutes, if need be, about who they are, where they are, what they’re doing. Someone helps her bathe, dress, toilet, eat, fix her hair, do her makeup, take her medicine, get to doctor appointments, shop for gifts, do her puzzles, watch her television shows. Someone listens to her talk, showing unfeigned interest and laughing with her as she goes over and over the same stories and thoughts, her mind circling, remembering and forgetting at once as she touches on glimpses, blending generations and years together. One minute she is in 1930, the next 1950 then 60. Someone goes through photo albums with her regularly, picture books that bring joy to her eyes.
They all stay in touch daily, coordinating who will be there, when. They all have plenty else to do. They work, have husbands, children and grandchildren, friends of their own. They all miss out on much-needed rest, freedom, vacations, and no doubt leave some of their own chores undone to get hers done. They lose sleep. They get tired. They are stressed. They rarely complain. They are heroes, every one.
We applaud you. We love and adore you. We appreciate you. We can’t say it or show it enough to match what you give. You are amazing. You know who you are. You don’t ask for any praise, but you certainly deserve it.
Thank you Betty, Linda, Martha, Alice, Anita. Thank you, Whitt, Jim, James, Mike, Tim. Thank you Cindi, Porter, Robert, Bailey, Stacey, Eric, Britton, Braydon. Thank you Scott, Cindy, Hannah, Quinton, Craig, Beth, Angie, Robby, Caleb, Seth. Thank you David, Geri, Dawson, Sawyer, Adam, Shannon, Ashley. Thank you Kevin, Christine, Anna, Adam, Connor, Ben. Thank you Tyler, Cole.
And thank you, Daddy. We notice you’re still here, too, watching over your beloved Louise like the quiet stalwart you’ve always been. Your example lives on. We heard the back-up signal in the truck as we backed out of the driveway this morning, though nothing was there. We thought maybe it was you, waving goodbye. Soon you’ll be together, you and Louise, with baby Hannah, with all the family there she calls out for, and it won’t really be long before we’re all there to see you.
Love, Randy, Joan, Maggy, Jackie and Angelina
It’s Diana, Joan. I don’t recall if I’ve mentioned I will (sadly) be posting here slowly, though I keep up with comments daily, as homeschooling will be getting busier and I am having the time of my life over at the Journey. Thanks for your patience. Will be putting up my sinus tea soon. I enjoy your thoughtful writing. Xxx Diana
This post is very beautiful and for me a timely reminder of similar circumstances. Next week will be two years since my Nanna died and she had Alzheimers, but she also had my Granda who is the most amazing man I have ever met. He looked after Nanna and did everything possible to make life as good as possible for her. And all the time he kept on saying that it was only fair because Nanna looked after him for years. We all need heroes and deep down inside we are all heroes, when we need to be. Thank you for this. I don’t like to do adverts but there’s a post on my blog called “A telephone call” that I know you would like. Thanks again.
Yes, I did enjoy that post! How sweet at 95 that your Granda found such joy in that wireless device! I bet you’ve had many good calls from every room by now. I like your thought about us all being heroes deep down inside.
I love and appreciate you, Randy, and the girls, too. See you soon.
🙂 looking forward to it. Thanks for signing up to follow my blog, Alice!
This is a very touching blog. However, you left out two unsung heroes that I have the honor of calling my friends, you and Randy. Both of you have occupations where you help people both physically and mentally. In addition to his practice, Randy is the neighborhood Doctor and people call and come to him at all hours of the day and night for medical advise and he never shows that he is to busy to attend to them (all for free).
Joan, I had the opportunity to watch you and Angelina interact just a couple of days ago. I was walking my dog and you were teaching Angelina how to ride her new pink tricycle. Angelina had unconditional trust and faith in you that she would not get hurt no matter what she did. I could see that there was a lot of love between the two of you. I can’t guess the amount of quality time that it takes to establish a relationship like that.
Unsung heroes are everywhere. We never really know how we affect other people and most goes unnoticed. This blog is special to me in that we can all read it and relate parts of it to our lives. You have a special gift for writing and I look forward to more of your blogs in the future.
Thank you, Al, from the bottom of my heart! You are so encouraging. I appreciate you!!!
A beautiful tribute. You write from your heart.
Thank you, Carol. It’s a pleasure to share my heart in writing. I find it easier that way!
Thank you! Easy when there is such inspiration.